DO IT
Lately I’ve been really questioning what I conceive as attractive in a girl. The reason for this is I recently had a dream that I was intimately linked with a woman named Bridget the midget. Lately I’ve just been confused about what I think is attractive. Then I start to ponder what establishes peoples preferences to the opposite sex. Was I born to think Bridget the midget is hot?!? I don’t think so honestly. I think through countless influences we subconsciencely make decisions on what we think is attractive. Everyones preferences are different because everyone is suscepted to different things. It may sound odd but I usually go for girls that remind me of my first girlfriend. Some people go for girls that remind them of there mother. Sort of an Oedipus Rex type deal. I dont know. Let me know how you feel. All 5 followers haha……..I hate my life.
I figured since i just figured out (excuse the repetive language) how to even get into my tumblr account (thanks to Sierra) that I should probably post something. After this thought shuffled through my mind I then began to ponder what would I even fucking post on here about that would be worth 2 fucks and a monkey wrench. So then i begin to think about what I usually talk about to people. As I’m going through the list of various “Paul” discussion topics I realize something about myself. That list of various topics I choose to talk about is only 5 shits long. I mean what the fuck right? Am I this simple minded? Do I really have nothing to talk about. In case your wondering the five items on this immaculate list are it’s wrestling, bitches, cigarettes, music, and how much I dislike my own life. After realizing this I began to think of how 19 years of living have been spent or should I say wasted. That I could some up everything I talk about into 5 dumb ass topics like wrestling. What am I fucking 14. Then I start to ponder how it’s come to down to this. Then I start to question whether I even think of anything worth giving a fuck. Suddenly, I recognize those 5 topics aren’t necessarily my favorite things to talk about, nor the most interesting, but there simple and non-threatening things that I know and can eloquently express about (or at least I think I do). I realize when I try to articulate my “deep” thoughts that I either stumble in trying to explain myself or completely confuse the person(s) listening. So now what I am going to do, to better myself, is to use this here tumblr. to express my erratic, aberrant, and sometimes fatuous thoughts that collectively make up my mind (no pun intended).
Final thought:
I truly believe that communication is key to everything. An artist tries to express to you his mind through the communication of a piece of art. A musician does the same with a song. A poet does it with words etc..blah blah blah. If I can get better with communicating my thoughts I can become a better artist, musician, poet, and just a human being in general (Which I consider myself half-ass versions of). Basically what I’m saying is I’m not gonna try and use this shit for posts bitching about a girlfriend or the hottest new trick on some movie (Megan Fox that ones for you bitch). Im really going to try and mainly tackle topics that will challenge me and not just the mundane simple bullshit I post on facebook or myspace. Hopefully in the process you’ll be mildly entertained. Without challenging your mind and your skills to communicate your putting a stranglehold on your thoughts. You might as well be screaming at the gallows.
PS (thats right PS nigguh)
With that being said I will eventually post something about wrestling, bitches, cigs, music, and how much I hate my life cause thats what I does and its awesome. I wrote this shit on Braulio’s laptop and the whole time he’s been talking shit on COD. It’s fucking 5 in the morning…..fuck.
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